When will this nightmare go away
Started drinking heavily when i got my heart broken by a girl, then i became addicted to it ever since. One night maybe months later i was sitting in my room and i was just drooling over the idea of booze, i think that was the point i became an alcoholic. Its gotten a lot worse since. Now everytime i drink i go on 3 or 4 day benders, have trouble remembering things, im a car crash waiting to happen, i feel like i have no will power and i cant overcome this drinking. Feels like theres no way out except suicide but then i dont have the guts to do that .Sometimes it feels like a horrible dream that im gunna wake up from and appreiciate my life. how do i live a normal life with this condition.
