Back again…
When will I learn! My AW came back into our house in January, after being out for relapsing again. She had 10 months sobriety and the same pattern to relapse happened. It's amazing to me how they can feel, look and interact as sober and healthy wives, mothers, friends and daughters and make that decision to go backwards. My AW is an amazing person when she's healthy and can just as quickly crash into relapse. When she goes...she goes hard. This time it was the ER for detox treatment so bad they needed to put an IV in her jugular vein because they couldn't get a vein in her arms or hands. Each relapse is harder for her to recover from. I know that I can't keep going on like this.
