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where do i go?
Hi,
Today is my 1st day sober in 10 years, I've been addicted to "more" of everything since i was 16.
The drugs have had a horrible effect on my life, I have moved half way around the country to be away from my parents because they cared too much and i couldn't hide the truth from them.
I've lost a truly beautiful girl that i was engaged to.
And i have run up some horrible debts from not caring about tax or credit cards or well anything
There my biggest regrets,
I wont bore you lot with the rest, we all have our reasons for quitting.
So now i'm trying to quit alone, >1000 k's from my family, one too many chances away from beloved ex fiance, and living in a double world of work and drugs.
I can't ask my work friends to help because none of them know, no idea how but they all don't even think i drink.
I can't ask my drug friends because i know i need to distance myselfm if i am ever going to quit, not to mention I;m expected to turn up with gear at everyone of my mates houses.
So any advice on someone to talk to to help me quit? Or even ways to replace the emptiness? I don;t know how to make friends unless they want something from me or there scared of me.
Sorry about the long post and its probly in the wrong spot but i'm about as lonely as they get, and i guess i want someone to congratulate me for trying, not just laughing at me like everyone else...
Andrew
Today is my 1st day sober in 10 years, I've been addicted to "more" of everything since i was 16.
The drugs have had a horrible effect on my life, I have moved half way around the country to be away from my parents because they cared too much and i couldn't hide the truth from them.
I've lost a truly beautiful girl that i was engaged to.
And i have run up some horrible debts from not caring about tax or credit cards or well anything
There my biggest regrets,
I wont bore you lot with the rest, we all have our reasons for quitting.
So now i'm trying to quit alone, >1000 k's from my family, one too many chances away from beloved ex fiance, and living in a double world of work and drugs.
I can't ask my work friends to help because none of them know, no idea how but they all don't even think i drink.
I can't ask my drug friends because i know i need to distance myselfm if i am ever going to quit, not to mention I;m expected to turn up with gear at everyone of my mates houses.
So any advice on someone to talk to to help me quit? Or even ways to replace the emptiness? I don;t know how to make friends unless they want something from me or there scared of me.
Sorry about the long post and its probly in the wrong spot but i'm about as lonely as they get, and i guess i want someone to congratulate me for trying, not just laughing at me like everyone else...
Andrew
