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Here's Part III of our Bi Polar Town thread!
Wow, and what a ride it's been! :bounce

Ya know, I miss the stories we use to tell about the picnics around the pond, and the gardens and the flowers...

What stories are there to tell now? The seasons have changed, but, every season has its stories, yes?

Carry on, BP Townies! :You_Rock_

Shalom!

I am very early in recovery from Alcohol. This is day 8 for me, been struggling with this for months now. I am putting all I have in me to make it. I so want that 30 day chip. Anyway. To me it is so confusing, is it the quitting drinking that I feel this way, am I that depressed, or anxiety, or combination. How do we figure out exactly what is going on inside of our minds. When I am around people, I seem to be fine, as I was for a couple days this past weekend. I come home and back down I go. I need to find work and don't have the umph to do it. I need to clean and do stuff here, but just do not seem to be able to do anything I need to do. I am on welbutrin and do not beleive it is doing a thing for me. I go see the nurse in a couple weeks and will see about that. People talk about depression, anxiety, bi polar, etc etc. Such confusing stuff when you are feeling you have no clue what is wrong. I have felt horrible bout me for along time and it is not lifting, I feel like I lost that desire to do stuff I need to do. But I am willing and okay to do what I did last weekend. and that was volunteer work. I need a paycheck, husband cut me off...How do I motivate me, get myself out of this rut, In my head I think if I was working making some money I would feel better, but here i am, still not working. Any suggestions appreciated, or anyone whom can connect.

I have missed you all terribly. Really want to catch up with everyone and see how you all are doing. It's been a very long time.
My reason for my disappearance is a personal one, so I hope I don't offend by not sharing at this time. Those of you, and you know who you are, are more than welcome, if interested in knowing, can pm me anytime. I hope to check back every few days to catch up.
I've never forgotten you all or what I have learned here at sr.
I pray daily for all of you and have missed you and am very glad to be back.
My son is doing as well as he's always done.
Still smoking weed and taking meds for bi-polar. I stay outta the way
as much as possible. It seems to work.
Not sure though where I am in my recovery. I have good days and bad.
As I'm sure we all have.
Will check back in a day or so for pm's.
Just know that I think of you all often and love every one of you.
Hugs, prayers, and support....
Linda