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Feeling Really Angry
I am really having a hard time today...feeling really angry with the world around me! Went to dinner yesterday with my family only to be greeted by alcoholic drunken brother, sister-in-law & just turned 21 drunken nephew!!! Makes me want to scream when I think about the show that ensued!!!! EEEEEKKKKKKKK
Made it through 3 hours and had to bolt out of there...couldn't sit and watch it and worse was watching my parents! Neither one of them are drinkers and I could tell that this whole scene was killing them but they don't say anything and neither does anyone else...everyone just sits around pretending all is well....makes me sick!!! :wtf2
Then today I have to deal with the tenants that don't do what they say they're going to do, the electric company that is incompetent and a bunch of other freaking idiots that can't seem to do what they say!
I'm trying to have compassion and understanding but this is really bothering me! The only good thing is I don't want to drink...I just want to throttle someone!! So therefore I am hanging out at home by myself typing this rant!! Sorry, by the way but needed to get it out!! I'm trying to point the finger back at me and figure out why I'm so bothered by all of this stuff that is out of my control, and that's exactly it, I'm not in control and it stinks!!! But I'm sober...so there is the most important thing!!
Anyway, that is it for now!! Would love to hear how some of you deal with times when you are so stressed and MAD!!! :c004:
Thanks for listening!
Lisa
Made it through 3 hours and had to bolt out of there...couldn't sit and watch it and worse was watching my parents! Neither one of them are drinkers and I could tell that this whole scene was killing them but they don't say anything and neither does anyone else...everyone just sits around pretending all is well....makes me sick!!! :wtf2
Then today I have to deal with the tenants that don't do what they say they're going to do, the electric company that is incompetent and a bunch of other freaking idiots that can't seem to do what they say!
I'm trying to have compassion and understanding but this is really bothering me! The only good thing is I don't want to drink...I just want to throttle someone!! So therefore I am hanging out at home by myself typing this rant!! Sorry, by the way but needed to get it out!! I'm trying to point the finger back at me and figure out why I'm so bothered by all of this stuff that is out of my control, and that's exactly it, I'm not in control and it stinks!!! But I'm sober...so there is the most important thing!!
Anyway, that is it for now!! Would love to hear how some of you deal with times when you are so stressed and MAD!!! :c004:
Thanks for listening!
Lisa
