Archive for the ‘Days Of Sadness’ tag
Just a blue day…
I took the kids to the dentist yesterday and I need $250 for D12's fillings that I don't have. She won't get additional benefits until March and I don't think they can wait they long.
I've been missing my abusive alcoholic husband. Having a few days of sadness and missing the good times. I don't want to go back but I'm stumbling a bit as I try to move forward.
I tried to contact him today to ask for money for D12's dental work. I left a message with his niece but he has not called.
I'm just sad. I know I don't wanna live like we did. I know he can't/won't suddenly be a good husband and father but it doesn't make it easier. I'm also angry. I didn't choose to be a single parent but truth be told, I have been one all along.
I suppose I'm having a little pity party. I'll go on and I will be fine...eventually.
I've been missing my abusive alcoholic husband. Having a few days of sadness and missing the good times. I don't want to go back but I'm stumbling a bit as I try to move forward.
I tried to contact him today to ask for money for D12's dental work. I left a message with his niece but he has not called.
I'm just sad. I know I don't wanna live like we did. I know he can't/won't suddenly be a good husband and father but it doesn't make it easier. I'm also angry. I didn't choose to be a single parent but truth be told, I have been one all along.
I suppose I'm having a little pity party. I'll go on and I will be fine...eventually.
