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"I have had enough of everything today! No one cares about what I think, what I want and they damn sure don't care about me as a person. How dare anyone try to tell me that I am wrong today because by God, I know I am right! So, I get angry once in a blue moon, so does everybody else. You don't have to put me down because my views, which are obviously right, though they differ from yours! Do you realize all of the work I have done for you? Do you realize how much I care for you and you do this to me? I am still anger for all of the crap you put me through and I damn sure will not forget each and every slight. Who was there for you when you where in pain? Me, you SOB! I am sick and tried of being called a Drunk, I don't drink anymore! I am tired of having my motives and actions questioned everytime I turn around as if you are some authority on life and in particular me. I sacrifice everything so you can be happy! I'll show you, I'm going to get drunk and it is your fault.

I was having a wonderful morning, driving to work. Nice and cold out and we even get snow; I saw patches of it along the interstate! Then I thought about all of the crap you have laid on me of late and it throughly pissed me off. Then I realized that it hadn't snowed at all! It was old insulation from some freaking truck that littered the sides of the road; that definitely lite my tail up! Phoney snow and nagging you. Look at how much money I spend on you and your stupid crap stuff. I pay all of the bills and you don't even say thank you. I do everything for your family and your screwy friends and no one cares. Do you know how much I have gone without for you?

I have had enough. I don't care. I want to drink by God and I am going to do it. In fact, I am moving every frigging dime to my account and I am going to the bar, one you don't know about. My God, I have every reason to drink now! No one understands me and you sure as hell are not helping me. I stayed sober so long and no one said one thing except a bunch of phoney crap, so I will show you. Sick of the nagging, sick of that AA, sick of the rules, sick of the whole thing. Now that I think about it, you obviously just don't know who I am.

You'll be sorry once I drink. You'll be sorry you made me do this, because I was right and you were wrong. I'll show you who the boss is. You just wait and see by God."


* This is a fictional account of a previous experience by the Author and in no way represents anything close to sanity.

Ron