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I don't even know what to say.
I need a therapist, but a therapist cannot change my genetics...cannot change what I look like...
Also, how do you talk to a perfect stranger about embarrassing things? Things that if you told ANYONE, you'd be the butt of all jokes for the rest of your life. How do you muster the courage to get help?
I'll probably call off of work today. This makes two times in a week. I need to do something soon.
I don't even know what to say.
I need a therapist, but a therapist cannot change my genetics...cannot change what I look like...
Also, how do you talk to a perfect stranger about embarrassing things? Things that if you told ANYONE, you'd be the butt of all jokes for the rest of your life. How do you muster the courage to get help?
I'll probably call off of work today. This makes two times in a week. I need to do something soon.
Was/Is anyone else vindictive?
i have come to realize by reading all about co-dependancy and alcoholics that i actually was crazy when i lived with my AH. I let him drive me crazy, but I wonder if anyone else was "crazy" like me
see when my husband would pass out, it would bug me and i would either get bored or vindictive, whatever you want to call it and would bug him while he was passed out
examples--
say he would pass out in the living room floor, i would then take off his shirt if he had one on, then turn the air up really high and hide his blanket, yes i know it was mean :c043: so then he would wake up in the middle of the night freezing and i would pretend to be dead asleep or would tell him he must of done something with the blanket lol
he would pass out on the couch, in the chair, whereever, i would then get a permanent marker and write stuff on his face :e058: then take a picture of him- again i know it was mean, and childish, but funny, he never got mad about it, usually laughed about it the next day, except one time he woke up in a hurry to go to work and when he got to work, his buddies started laughing at him and showed him what i done lol, but even then he didnt really get mad, he just told his buddies i was a nutcase and got bored when i couldnt sleep lol
when he drank vodka, i would pour some out then add water, and got away with it for a while, til he put it in the freezer and it froze :e136:
ive done other things but i wont go into them , yall get the point, i was bored couldnt sleep and he was passed out and it annoyed me what can i say, am i the only one who would mess with their drunks when they were passed out? and it wasnt all vindictive, im a naturally sneaky and playful person, im always playing jokes on folks, but sometimes you just get tired of them being passed out every single night my way of coping i guess
see when my husband would pass out, it would bug me and i would either get bored or vindictive, whatever you want to call it and would bug him while he was passed out
examples--
say he would pass out in the living room floor, i would then take off his shirt if he had one on, then turn the air up really high and hide his blanket, yes i know it was mean :c043: so then he would wake up in the middle of the night freezing and i would pretend to be dead asleep or would tell him he must of done something with the blanket lol
he would pass out on the couch, in the chair, whereever, i would then get a permanent marker and write stuff on his face :e058: then take a picture of him- again i know it was mean, and childish, but funny, he never got mad about it, usually laughed about it the next day, except one time he woke up in a hurry to go to work and when he got to work, his buddies started laughing at him and showed him what i done lol, but even then he didnt really get mad, he just told his buddies i was a nutcase and got bored when i couldnt sleep lol
when he drank vodka, i would pour some out then add water, and got away with it for a while, til he put it in the freezer and it froze :e136:
ive done other things but i wont go into them , yall get the point, i was bored couldnt sleep and he was passed out and it annoyed me what can i say, am i the only one who would mess with their drunks when they were passed out? and it wasnt all vindictive, im a naturally sneaky and playful person, im always playing jokes on folks, but sometimes you just get tired of them being passed out every single night my way of coping i guess
where is normal?
I have been dealing with alcoholism and addiction for a long time ( more than 15 years). I can't seem to accept the 12 step program. Why do I have to admit that I am powerless? I really feel that I have done nothing wrong and don't deserve the crap that has been heaped on me. We have taken over 100K out out of our retirement and in a small town have been the brunt of jokes and talk for far too long. I want to feel better and want to love my huband but, now that he is in rehab again, he thinks that he does not have to do anything with his family to recover. I told him that if he wants to go to a lonely apartment and lick his arrogant and selfish wounds than he should not do anything but if he expects his family to be there when he is done then he has alot of amends to make...Am I wrong?
